. . . feeling so wu nai. what do I actually want? :(

So much to say..
Yet so much to hide.

For someone who want so much to leave,
they are no longer here. I felt that in life, not all the time,
we can choose what we want.. the way we would love to walk..
noramlly is the other way out. how many times one try to achieve
only to find all in vaild.

hopelessness, helplessness... who else but deep within would
really fully understand..

I pray for your wish to leave this place.
With happiness, and contentness,
spread your wings and fly high.

Thank you for not forgetting what you once have.