Trade freedom?

I have decided today. I shall not trade my freedom for anything else. I am trying to adapt to the changes, but YOU make me decide not to trade my freedom. I dont need a break anymore. I dont need to think so much anymore. I don't have force a smile on my face anymore. And altogether, it doesn't matter anymore. I.. I.. I... lost for words. YA.. I am silly. Why SILLY? Simply because I'm silly. That's it. It's that simple. No reasoning. Nothing!!!