Better?!?

Will things get better? OR are they getting better already?

I read a book. Read something interesting.
It mention, "The emotions of faith, love and sex are the the most powerful of all the major positive emotions. When the three are blended, they have the effect of "colouring" thought in such a way that is instantly reaches the subconscious mind, where it is change into its spiritual equivalent, the only form that induces a response from Infinite Intelligence."

What do you think? Hmm, I don't really understand that much. Hmm, does not wish to complicate my mind by thinking too deep. Care to share with me your thoughts, my reader? :)

Something else interesting..
"There are no limitions to the mind except those we acknowledge."
"Both Poverty and Riches are the Offspring of THOUGHT."
"Happiness is found in DOING. Not merely in POSSESSING."

Hmm, I love reading. :P It'll make me more "intelligent" then I'll be able to shake off sillyness soon!! Hmmm, did I change? If I did, is it on the better side? Or? I always lack of confidence. Did I become alittle more confident? Am I still as silly as before? Am I... Ermmm.. Why am I asking so much questions? Am I loving myself alittle more then before? Is this a good thing? Did I become a more cannot make it person? I need people to tell me all this. I am unsure. I felt alittle different. However, I am not sure about it. Hmmm, wanna share with me friends? My growing up process? I know it's never easy. And you know, to type out things like that seems more not KM. But, but, but.. I seems confused yet not confused. Haiz.. see I felt silly again.

Okay... I just took medicine. I am getting a little sleepy already. The medicine's effect is acting! HENCE, causing me to write silly stuff? Haha.

BUT SERIOUSLY, silly km is trying. So hard.. If you think I'm on the wrong track, please give me a gentle reminder. I need it now and then. I am still not so confident... o.O
Silly KM no longer wants to live in sheds of broken dreams. You understand what I mean? Will you stand by my side, lend me your support silently?

Only when I dare to dream, till then, I will be able to put them into reality! Silly girl, start to dream a little dream. You CAN! >.<

Ah....Chewwww.....

All right all right, I declared sick!!! For.. about 3 days.. Common illness... flu, sore throat, coughing, and worse of all, my right ear is blocked!! :( Anyway, all those are not important lah... All right, I have finished about the complaining part.

Dear friends,

ERmmm.... All right, I think I have officially declare and make myself heard. I am staying here yes... SINGAPORE during December. I am not going anywhere. Bid goodbye to INDIA, TAIWAN and BINTAN!!! No.. Not feeling very sad.. IT IS VERY VERY SAD!!! Aiyo.. Actually not really that bad as mention above lah. Just have alittle bit of.. nah.. it's all right. I dont have to say until so clear.. I might end up thinking about everything once again. Thanks to dear friends who have offered me vitamin M. I still decide to go without. I dont wish to return with extra burden. Thank you.

Too many thoughts.. my friends in india, my happy tree, my morning mist, Ama Dechen, Karmo, goldbe manjuri, camp dangpo cho and so much so much.. Missing you lots lots..

:( Feeling sad all over again.. Human are just like that. The moment the emotional settles, that's it!! Anyway, I do not have much energy now.

I choose to keep it within..... :X ENOUGH!