--INDIA--
I have made my way to my dreamland again. India. This is the third time I have been there. Leaving me with total different experience and feelings.
This time, I did not spent so much time going around the monastery talking with people, meeting people etc. Less activity. But I spent most of my free time sitting under a huge tree. I name it "Happy Tree". Sitting below the tree, together with 2-3 familiar faces are really nice, relaxing, peaceful! Simply enjoy the weather, the touch of happiness, leaves from the tree singing when the wind blows. They seems to be comforting me. Talking with me, singing together with me, crying together with me.
So much silly thoughts, so many to hide. I cant even understand myself, who can I expected to understand?!?
Some things are better left unsaid isn't it? In whatever way I might have changed, it's still me. I can never stay the way I am as before. I dont have to be accountable for the change in my character, my actions. It's just me. Like you, a human.
I have made my way to my dreamland again. India. This is the third time I have been there. Leaving me with total different experience and feelings.
This time, I did not spent so much time going around the monastery talking with people, meeting people etc. Less activity. But I spent most of my free time sitting under a huge tree. I name it "Happy Tree". Sitting below the tree, together with 2-3 familiar faces are really nice, relaxing, peaceful! Simply enjoy the weather, the touch of happiness, leaves from the tree singing when the wind blows. They seems to be comforting me. Talking with me, singing together with me, crying together with me.
So much silly thoughts, so many to hide. I cant even understand myself, who can I expected to understand?!?
Some things are better left unsaid isn't it? In whatever way I might have changed, it's still me. I can never stay the way I am as before. I dont have to be accountable for the change in my character, my actions. It's just me. Like you, a human.