Weird...
When I keep quiet, people think it's weird. When I talk, I find myself weird. Ah..Whatever... I dont really know why I am reacting this way but I wanna say sorry to myself. I hope this ends soon. I cant take it anymore emotionally..
Tend to pay more attention to my thoughts recently. I felt sorry for myself for getting upset and always not happy. I wanna say alot of sorry to myself. I want to find back my play-doh please? I want to talk with strawberry cake again. I want to talk with the wind.. I wanna tell wind to bring my wishes to everybody.. Days I can simply smile.. because it's a beautiful day!! I dont wanna hold back my tears. I find it harder for me to cry. Have been telling myself or should I say, I have been reminding myself to be brave to be strong.. However, I failed to realise that it's all right to feel weak. I have forgetten how to tear like last time. And I have forgetten how to smile heartly like the past...
Silly ger, move on. No point wanting to go back to the past.. You know that is not possible. Don't... Believe in what you are believe now.. and you will eventually walk your way through. Never easy. Just carry walking. And remember, people will not smile simply because you smile. BUT, you can influence them to smile. The world is round. As long as you believe.
KM, I know you have been trying so hard so hard. I can see that. Alot of "things" & "thoughts" in exchange for everything. Sometimes, it doesnt matterif others know the real reason or not. As long as you know you have been true, at the very least to yourself.. That's all that matters.
THANK YOUfor believing in me. Thanks for telling me that no matter what, I am always the KM you have known years back. You words gave me so much encouragement and make me go on for so long.
When I keep quiet, people think it's weird. When I talk, I find myself weird. Ah..Whatever... I dont really know why I am reacting this way but I wanna say sorry to myself. I hope this ends soon. I cant take it anymore emotionally..
Tend to pay more attention to my thoughts recently. I felt sorry for myself for getting upset and always not happy. I wanna say alot of sorry to myself. I want to find back my play-doh please? I want to talk with strawberry cake again. I want to talk with the wind.. I wanna tell wind to bring my wishes to everybody.. Days I can simply smile.. because it's a beautiful day!! I dont wanna hold back my tears. I find it harder for me to cry. Have been telling myself or should I say, I have been reminding myself to be brave to be strong.. However, I failed to realise that it's all right to feel weak. I have forgetten how to tear like last time. And I have forgetten how to smile heartly like the past...
Silly ger, move on. No point wanting to go back to the past.. You know that is not possible. Don't... Believe in what you are believe now.. and you will eventually walk your way through. Never easy. Just carry walking. And remember, people will not smile simply because you smile. BUT, you can influence them to smile. The world is round. As long as you believe.
KM, I know you have been trying so hard so hard. I can see that. Alot of "things" & "thoughts" in exchange for everything. Sometimes, it doesnt matterif others know the real reason or not. As long as you know you have been true, at the very least to yourself.. That's all that matters.
THANK YOUfor believing in me. Thanks for telling me that no matter what, I am always the KM you have known years back. You words gave me so much encouragement and make me go on for so long.
