Friend?!?

Start to realise slowly beside things we see and always consider good, it's actual fact might not be good at all. All the unknown we did not see however assume. Hmmm, I felt the pain for "kslt". Alot of things are not within control. Simply not. The pain to go through each stage.. really make a stronger and better person. One must be how strong to go through these life stages..

Yes. I am feeling emotional and all mix up again. Simple things, theory become so complicated! I wish to write out everything. However, I dont feel safe. Not at all. But I am afraid that I'll forget all this thoughts, emotions after some time. Haizz, it's ok. I shall keep it within again. I would like to tell you, I have include you in my prayers. You might think that I'm simply an accquitance to you. However, I have already consider you my friend. >.<

A sms from JR which I kept.

"Pain is when ego gets something that ego doesn't wish to get. That's PAIN!"
--- DKR

Just a Thought

I am just wondering. Will there be someone who'll be like you, giving me gentle pat on my head, stroking my hair, playing with it, and most importantly, assuring me that everything will be all right??

Missing U

I miss my friends.
I miss my happy tree.
I miss Ama Dechen.
I miss Ama.
I miss La Kang Chen Po.
I miss the old cow.
I miss "Aiyooooo".
I miss "Jarmooo".
I miss camp tang po "cho".
I miss gobemajuri.
I miss egg fried rice.
I miss "kumar".
I miss the coffee field.
I miss the morning mist.
I miss the stars.
I miss the sky.
I miss the lasi.
I miss the stupas.
I miss the morning breeze.
I miss the independence.
I miss the moments of solitude.
I miss that moment of anger.
I miss that moment I cried.
I miss the moment simply there!

Yes I miss you all so dearly. I really do. But I am not going to feel sad. I am not going to feel bad. Simply because I have made up my mind. I'm going to visit "you" soon. Please wait for me.
I am okay, I am all right. All I need is a little more time. (",)