Thursday, February 03, 2005

Deeply touched!

Early in the morning 6.15 am, I received a sms. From someone so unexpected.
The sms wrote:" It is funy u were disapeared. hope i did't do mistake or what?"

This sms I received touched me deeply. Upon arrival, we met and talk for about half hour. Show me the way, clarify my doubts. However, eventually I did not ask the most important question. I must be dumb.

Then, we lost contact with each other. Until today.. this morning. Leaving and I have all forgotten. I feel so bad.

Felt strongly. REALLY. I felt compassion.. I felt loved. I felt happy. I felt sorry. I felt guilty. I felt bad. It brought me a kind of faith.. I cant describe the feeling. It shall be named faith.

Thank you Khenpo Guru. Your little gesture brought me so much so much. (",) More than words! Thank you!

Monday, January 31, 2005

.F.r.i.e.n.d.

Haha..people dont get enough friends do they? I must admit I have close friends around me. They appear in different characters, habits... Some, seek advise from me. Some, I seek advise from them. Some, simply crappy can chat noon stop. Some, silence all the years but never forgetton.. How many friends do you have? Well, I made a friend last night! Known each other for quite long already.. but to me.. until last night, this "friend" become a real friend!! amazing.. Someone not important in my life spoke my thoughts and in a way... I felt save.. I felt happy!

To be able to smile from my bottom of my heart.. I know I am still around! Thank you for all the sharing and wonderful start of our friendship. Thank you!

km, let go alittle of the little grass in your hand and you will be able to see a whole field of grass.. You are never alone. The world doesn't stop simply because you stop. However, the world will cry with you when you are down. Simply because you make YOUR world cry with you... Nothing is fair.. Fair is just a idea. AND fair is just a line to seperate from good and bad.

Therefore to be fair and not fair, who is to judge but oneself?
:P

Happiness is here and now.. Simply believe. Smile over the simplest thing! You deserve it!! (",)

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Should I?

Should I go? OR... Should I carry on?
Should I rest? OR... Should I carry on?
Should I stop discovering? OR... Should I carry on?
Should?!?