Ilove being happy. all the time. which may be good, or no good, depending on the situation. yet sometimes it's so difficult to be happy and smile. I really want to and I really try to be happy, but it's not really possible, is it? I suppose it's easy to push sad thoughts out of one's mind when one is occupied with other stuff, but when one is alone with one's thoughts, every depressing thought comes flooding back. I like it when people around me smile. when others are cheeful, I tend to be happier. hmmm...what's my point? nothing. :)

" Well, I must endure the pressence of 2 or 3 caterpillars if I wish to become accquainted with the butterflies."
~ The Little Prince, Antonie De St-exupery

Come and relex now
Put your troubles down
No need to bear the weight of your worries
Just let them fall away~

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they are busy doing things they think are important. This is because they are're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, to your community around you, and create something that gives you purpose and meaning."
~ Tuesdays with Morrie

Hmm.. Thank you, my friends for making my day a beautiful one. I stay with Daniel, Guibin, Kelly, Xiuqin, Karen, Karen's bf still 12 midnight on the 9 Nov '02 and have got a cookies and cream ice-cream cake. Althought I must admit that I am quite boring during this outing but I really appericate them. :)

I have not been attending Green Tara Puja for months. However, I am very happy that I made myself there this morning althought I am 10 minutes late. ;) This morning is the 2nd time I cut the cake... Together with 2 Rinchen Lamas, Aunty Lucy, Chantel, Shiyun, Kai Sheng and Karen. My face become "hua mao" today. All thanks to Rinchen Lama and Kai Sheng. I had a "wonderful day" today. It was raining and I am struck in the centre. How wonderful to spent my time like that. Staying in the room listening to Power 98. Haha, However, I felt peace. I am not hurrying today. I am just sitting around, relexing, being alone. it's nice. I recall some memories. Beautiful. The sky doesnt seems to stop tearing for 2 hours. And I believe, I am tearing together when some memories arise.

Lost for words... I dont feel like remembering every single detail. Dont wish to .. Let it be... let it be... let it be... let it be.... =)

There is a feeling inside me that I could not explain.