02 July 2005 / 22:59:57
Received a very touched sms. --> Put those people who you miss in your heart. Then you will feel safe. Do you know my heart also got you inside? :-)
Ah..Yup.. Put those people who you miss in your heart. I am going to control myself this time. Everytime, everybody will gather in Singapore. People from all over from Switzerland, Taiwan, India, Hong Kong, China etc.. I always enjoyed the feeling of having a bog family come together and enjoy that kind of "old" feeling. A touch of warm. This time, feeling was total different. I don't feel good over the whole thing. I speak less. I smile less. For.. I think I fear the part of seperation. YES.. Yet again... Soon.. Monday onwards, everyone will leave. Leaving only memories. I will put them in my candy box.. Seal them well. Wait for another one for two years and open the candy box again. Till then will the feeling be the same again? The answer is nope I suppose. Merely...
I shall not keep mentioning I'm missing that someone so important. I shall keep them in my heart. Now I have more things to do. I wanna save money. I wanna go see HH rather I wait for HH to come. I am going to see you. I am going to save lots of money, clear all my debts, bills etc. And I am not going to spent money like I used to. I wanna go Dirang as well. Wait for me..
That sms really ah.. Thanks A. L.. More than words can say.
And I would like to apologise. If in anyway I have been rude to you, I am sorry. You know I dont mean it.
And thanks for all the worms, fishes in my office. You made me learn precious lessons and made me understand alot of things. Your lives doesn't end just like this. Thanks!!
A note for all my friends..
Only till them you experience that something, you will and will never know how it hurts or how much you will understand. Eventually you will know why certain things doesn't matter any more. Emotions are imprecise that couldn't even move an inch of sand. :)
Life is all about understanding oneself more with endless emotional outbreak. I dare not say I have understand alot of things.. However, I can proudly say.. Not everyone will really experience what I am going through and how I get out of all the shits.. Results are not really that super. It's the process that matter. Agree or disagree with me, please feel happy for me.
Received a very touched sms. --> Put those people who you miss in your heart. Then you will feel safe. Do you know my heart also got you inside? :-)
Ah..Yup.. Put those people who you miss in your heart. I am going to control myself this time. Everytime, everybody will gather in Singapore. People from all over from Switzerland, Taiwan, India, Hong Kong, China etc.. I always enjoyed the feeling of having a bog family come together and enjoy that kind of "old" feeling. A touch of warm. This time, feeling was total different. I don't feel good over the whole thing. I speak less. I smile less. For.. I think I fear the part of seperation. YES.. Yet again... Soon.. Monday onwards, everyone will leave. Leaving only memories. I will put them in my candy box.. Seal them well. Wait for another one for two years and open the candy box again. Till then will the feeling be the same again? The answer is nope I suppose. Merely...
I shall not keep mentioning I'm missing that someone so important. I shall keep them in my heart. Now I have more things to do. I wanna save money. I wanna go see HH rather I wait for HH to come. I am going to see you. I am going to save lots of money, clear all my debts, bills etc. And I am not going to spent money like I used to. I wanna go Dirang as well. Wait for me..
That sms really ah.. Thanks A. L.. More than words can say.
And I would like to apologise. If in anyway I have been rude to you, I am sorry. You know I dont mean it.
And thanks for all the worms, fishes in my office. You made me learn precious lessons and made me understand alot of things. Your lives doesn't end just like this. Thanks!!
A note for all my friends..
Only till them you experience that something, you will and will never know how it hurts or how much you will understand. Eventually you will know why certain things doesn't matter any more. Emotions are imprecise that couldn't even move an inch of sand. :)
Life is all about understanding oneself more with endless emotional outbreak. I dare not say I have understand alot of things.. However, I can proudly say.. Not everyone will really experience what I am going through and how I get out of all the shits.. Results are not really that super. It's the process that matter. Agree or disagree with me, please feel happy for me.
