Taiwan Trip 9 Oct 05 till 22 Oct 05
How did I spent my time alone there? What is that thingy that kept me happy there and refuse to return? That is seeing my beloved HH and absolute freedom. Time is too short. Too many things happened there. Be it happiness, sadness, loneless, anger, surprise, pampered, all those sleepless nights, felling sick, getting lose and every every other emotions, I would like to say I love you all. To sum up everything, Qian1 Yan2 Wan4 Yu3 Jing4 Zai4 Bu4 Yan2 Zhong1.
I knew it well, as time passes, I might forget them. However, I am very grateful for all the wonderful memories I once had. The courage to go there alone. The courage to stay there for 2 weeks. Yes.. I am attached to my so called Absolute Freedom. I adore it so much so much I think I am willing to give up alot of things for it. Ah..... Everything should come to an end. KM, it's time to walk on.. save money. And lots of money. *dream on dream on*
I just met you during that period.. So blessed, so wonderful. HH, I am missing you once again. And pls, grant me the courage and let me refrain from all negative activities. I dont want my mind to become so "!!!".
24 Years Old on 10 Nov 2005
Yes, I am officially 24 Years Old. This year, my birthday wish for myself is to gain more wisdom. With wisdom, I will be able to distinguish between the "good" and the "bad". I need that. With wisdom, I will be able to accomplish more? Emotionally and theorically. With wisdom, hopefully I will become more "wise" hee hee..
Yea. Thanks everyone, for giving me wonderful time. No need to mention names.. *You know who you are* Thank you so much for your time, for your gifts, and for wishes. Thanks.
And today 19 Nov 2005
Ah.. I think I should have more happy entries... Actually today.. I am upset. However, decided to forgo this entry.
However, I would like to say, I think I "love" you too much to even mention you here. Just out to "protect" you. I strongly believe that it wasn't what it meant. Like always, time will stand strong to prove it. Pls.. prove me wrong or pls help me let go of this attachment and go back. Just like before.
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Today heard that HH will be going back to the states for operation. Think I am the last to know. I pray for your long life and good health. Pls stay strong, and healthy. You know many people out there needs you.
Lama Chenno.
How did I spent my time alone there? What is that thingy that kept me happy there and refuse to return? That is seeing my beloved HH and absolute freedom. Time is too short. Too many things happened there. Be it happiness, sadness, loneless, anger, surprise, pampered, all those sleepless nights, felling sick, getting lose and every every other emotions, I would like to say I love you all. To sum up everything, Qian1 Yan2 Wan4 Yu3 Jing4 Zai4 Bu4 Yan2 Zhong1.
I knew it well, as time passes, I might forget them. However, I am very grateful for all the wonderful memories I once had. The courage to go there alone. The courage to stay there for 2 weeks. Yes.. I am attached to my so called Absolute Freedom. I adore it so much so much I think I am willing to give up alot of things for it. Ah..... Everything should come to an end. KM, it's time to walk on.. save money. And lots of money. *dream on dream on*
I just met you during that period.. So blessed, so wonderful. HH, I am missing you once again. And pls, grant me the courage and let me refrain from all negative activities. I dont want my mind to become so "!!!".
24 Years Old on 10 Nov 2005
Yes, I am officially 24 Years Old. This year, my birthday wish for myself is to gain more wisdom. With wisdom, I will be able to distinguish between the "good" and the "bad". I need that. With wisdom, I will be able to accomplish more? Emotionally and theorically. With wisdom, hopefully I will become more "wise" hee hee..
Yea. Thanks everyone, for giving me wonderful time. No need to mention names.. *You know who you are* Thank you so much for your time, for your gifts, and for wishes. Thanks.
And today 19 Nov 2005
Ah.. I think I should have more happy entries... Actually today.. I am upset. However, decided to forgo this entry.
However, I would like to say, I think I "love" you too much to even mention you here. Just out to "protect" you. I strongly believe that it wasn't what it meant. Like always, time will stand strong to prove it. Pls.. prove me wrong or pls help me let go of this attachment and go back. Just like before.
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Today heard that HH will be going back to the states for operation. Think I am the last to know. I pray for your long life and good health. Pls stay strong, and healthy. You know many people out there needs you.
Lama Chenno.
