Flowers

Just a thought.. Are flowers the saddest "creatures" in the world?

Their beauty is exquisite but their life is never eternal. They bloom and share their beauty to the world. They withered, leaving wonderful but sometimes painful memories.. leaving a scar deep within.. yet having no traces ot its former glory.

Will they blossom for you? Or will they blossom for me?

Heehee.. Was staring at the flower on the table.. Beautiful things are not meant to last??

Chinese New Year

A NEW year, the SAME old KM. As usual, beginning of the year is always full of thoughts, new expectations, new aspirations etc. Everything and anything that I wish to accomplisd!

Today I went to Grandma's house. Once a year! Notice the change of everyone. From the young to the elders. I wish.. I wish in a way, my parents have better relationship with them. My idea huge family should not be like this. I felt like a total stranger. I dislike this kind of feeling. However, discard my "this kind of feeling", I understand what my mama has gone through to have this kind of "rejection" right now.. Well, I should say at least things are at the brighter side already. Still, I shall keep my fingers cross.

Maybe some things are just meant to be like this. I shall accept it gracefully and let things be the way it is now. Whichever way.. as long as there is communicaton, everything is ok. Isn't it?

just wondering.. Nothing much. Not sad, not much emotions. Good. Let things be as it is. I shall still enjoy the feeling of having "them", visiting them once a year!