Monday, December 12, 2005

I am just confused. It is a confusing entry.

Stay home during the weekends and end up reading and making X'mas cards for my friends. :) Happiness is so simple. Enjoy the things you are doing and you will be satisifed. Late in the night. I called a very good friend in India. Amazed by the long chit chatting hours. Have not done that so ages.. great!! (I'm not a very telephony ger!!)

When I am trying to pen the cards, suddenly hit me time is really fast. Had been friends for about 12 years? Talk about time. To be very frank, did not really see each other grow up lah.. that is too ridiculous. Just when people start to gather together, you will noticed the change in each and everyone.

Sitting at home for long long time already. Really time I should get a job. Procrasination.. LOL.. I am lazy. Maybe I am just ever finding reasons and excuses for myself. Whatever, I dont care. But I know.. You who always "look down" on me watch out!! Like my zodice sign.. I thinking I am going to strike soon.. Real soon.

Yea... Maybe "she" is correct. I dont know. NO!! Should not be like that.. She is NOT correct. I am trying to change some bad habit. Thus, I shall not remark too much..

Tomorrow, HH will be undergoing knee replacement sugery if the information I received through sms is correct. Upon receiving the sms, I started thinking again.. That the operation will be successful. And soon, I can see HH walking without too much difficulty. I sincernly wish and believe that the operation will be a successful one. :) I shall not believe what others had said and believe only in you.

I think I did not aquire more wisdom. I am still in my stupid silly nutshell. I dont know why I behave "like that". So abnormal. However, I am really trying not to react that way. Maybe like what a friend mentioned. They should brainwash me. I want I want. I want to be brain washed. Lol.

So wu nai. Always caught in-between. Should I go or not go? Hate it. :(