Things changing for the better?
So far so good. I start to understand that some things are simply not meant to be. I start to understand or perhaps trying to accept that that.. if things are not meant for you. It's ok to let go and accept what is only unless you has try your very best for it. At least it'll make you feel better in a way..
All things happened for a reason.. You might not believe it. Ha.. Well. I am always that silly to realise it so late.
Chat with a very good friend for hours that saturday. Someone whom I can be so comfortable and so true with.. We chatted about out and everybody's growing up process. She mentioned that I have grown up. Ha.. So funny. She's having those "funny" thoughts that are so warm. She dont use to share them with me..But that night, we share almost everything. What happened ten years till now. We are just like a tape machine. We rewind the "tape" as if trying to go back to start, watching the movie once again. Maybe that is how people classified friends... someone whom we can watch each other grow up.
Anyway, thank you so much. Thank you so much for ensuring me that I have a friend for life. For deep within me, I still believe in friends like you. Planting seed inside me, always believe that the seed with eventually blossom no matter how long it might take.
And to Sir ?, you have taught me precious lesson in life. I can be so "me" when I am with you.
Not forgetting my new little friend, Kaili. Dont think you are insignificant to me. You are a kind young lady whom I just feel like taking care like a young sister. You are the gift. My little surprise! Hee hee.. hopw you will always laugh over the simplest things in life.
My sistaz.. always embracing my sillyness.. make me feel so normal when I am with you gers. JY & JR, wanna let you know. I still treasure my freedom alot. pls tolerate me and forgive me when I "start" to treasure my freedom again. :P Love you gers so much!
LR, not forgetting you. Ha.. always believe.. like that way we us to? =) Rong'er... buddy!!! Yea!!
To you... I felt myself drifting away from you. It's not we cannot be very good friends. It's because of your strong character. You dont always have to put up a brave act. We are all human beings. We can feel weak. We are allow to feel weak. Still, maybe it' me. I should make more effort. I should try to make communication work.
To you Da gege..s.. Your silence support is always there for me. I miss you guys so much.
To Lion.. Hope you have been well. I am fine. I am always fine. Do not worry. I miss you too.
My Happy tree, stand stronge. I need a crying shoulder.. And I want it to be happy tears.
My dear guru, I have not been a good student. I have committed so many mistakes.. I need you to keep me going on and on. Pls forgive me. Lama Chenno. My dear guru, you know all.
.... I dont know what is wrong with me today.. tonight... But I suppose I am well. I have always been well. Maybe, I allow myself to feel weak for long. Too long for me to realise what I've miss out in life.
Still can't agree with you. Leading alone is far too tiring. You will never know how much you'll miss out. However, I shall respect the way you are. And thanks for respecting the way I have been. Just for you 1 silly friend. Heh!
So far so good. I start to understand that some things are simply not meant to be. I start to understand or perhaps trying to accept that that.. if things are not meant for you. It's ok to let go and accept what is only unless you has try your very best for it. At least it'll make you feel better in a way..
All things happened for a reason.. You might not believe it. Ha.. Well. I am always that silly to realise it so late.
Chat with a very good friend for hours that saturday. Someone whom I can be so comfortable and so true with.. We chatted about out and everybody's growing up process. She mentioned that I have grown up. Ha.. So funny. She's having those "funny" thoughts that are so warm. She dont use to share them with me..But that night, we share almost everything. What happened ten years till now. We are just like a tape machine. We rewind the "tape" as if trying to go back to start, watching the movie once again. Maybe that is how people classified friends... someone whom we can watch each other grow up.
Anyway, thank you so much. Thank you so much for ensuring me that I have a friend for life. For deep within me, I still believe in friends like you. Planting seed inside me, always believe that the seed with eventually blossom no matter how long it might take.
And to Sir ?, you have taught me precious lesson in life. I can be so "me" when I am with you.
Not forgetting my new little friend, Kaili. Dont think you are insignificant to me. You are a kind young lady whom I just feel like taking care like a young sister. You are the gift. My little surprise! Hee hee.. hopw you will always laugh over the simplest things in life.
My sistaz.. always embracing my sillyness.. make me feel so normal when I am with you gers. JY & JR, wanna let you know. I still treasure my freedom alot. pls tolerate me and forgive me when I "start" to treasure my freedom again. :P Love you gers so much!
LR, not forgetting you. Ha.. always believe.. like that way we us to? =) Rong'er... buddy!!! Yea!!
To you... I felt myself drifting away from you. It's not we cannot be very good friends. It's because of your strong character. You dont always have to put up a brave act. We are all human beings. We can feel weak. We are allow to feel weak. Still, maybe it' me. I should make more effort. I should try to make communication work.
To you Da gege..s.. Your silence support is always there for me. I miss you guys so much.
To Lion.. Hope you have been well. I am fine. I am always fine. Do not worry. I miss you too.
My Happy tree, stand stronge. I need a crying shoulder.. And I want it to be happy tears.
My dear guru, I have not been a good student. I have committed so many mistakes.. I need you to keep me going on and on. Pls forgive me. Lama Chenno. My dear guru, you know all.
.... I dont know what is wrong with me today.. tonight... But I suppose I am well. I have always been well. Maybe, I allow myself to feel weak for long. Too long for me to realise what I've miss out in life.
Still can't agree with you. Leading alone is far too tiring. You will never know how much you'll miss out. However, I shall respect the way you are. And thanks for respecting the way I have been. Just for you 1 silly friend. Heh!
